Darkness that surrounds me
Another day without a ponder another mirror to look through and wonder am i good enough…. for the minutes turn to hours without reason, i need this tower to overlap my troubles and smother my fear for a great and happier year, it may or may not come but no hope shall be lost for this pain can be overcome slowly and inhumanly as possible when one laughs one shall cry for the light will not fill this room it will only creep into a darker day a day that will face all lies, though all my cries may not be heard i try to hear a better song that lifts me high so high to the sky so close to thy’s precious face i almost cringe like a snake who meets his fate its tingling through my bones a chill that cant be resolved i may hear these devilish words that try to explain who i am they might be right or just might be wrong….. and another day without a ponder but forevermore there will be a mirror to look though and still wonder……
